APA?

Apa yang membuatmu begitu istimewa,
Hingga membuat bulir bening ini harus terus kuseka..
Apa yang membuatmu berbeda,
Setelah sekian lama,
Kau satu-satunya yang membuat luka ini kembali menganga, dengan rasa sakit yang menyesakan dada...

Aku mencoba mengabaikannya, mencoba tak mengindahkan realita yang ada..
Tapi kau, kenyataan, dan dia.. Selalu mengahadangku di setiap aku melangkah...

Ingatanku terus bergulir kebelakang, ke masa lalu, dan aku melihatmu...
Melihat senyum itu...
Memudar hilang,
Dan penyesalan pun datang...
Kenaifan, kemunafikan, semua topeng yang aku kenakan...
Kini mulai menggerogoti jiwaku dari dalam...

Aku berdiri di balik bayang-bayang, rasa sakit, dan penyesalan...
Aku terpaku pada angan-angan, yang tertutupi debu keangkuhan...
Dan aku terbakar, mengintip kebahagiaan dalam diam..

Aku disini, duduk merenungi diriku sendiri..
Bertanya pada sosok yang meronta dalam hati,
Apa yang membuatmu berbeda?
Apa yang membuat aku tergila-gila?
Apa yang membuatmu menjadi istimewa?
Hingga aku menjadi begitu bodoh dibuatnya...


*WATER*

What the hell is the title???

....You're just a star...
that I can only see, but i can not reach...
Hiding behind the impenetrable haze,
You're too strange,
Too hard to read...
If only you're open up your eyes,
I just want to ask
"Did you feel the same way as I did?
Though just a bit?"

*WATER*

"WATER"

First time I know you, I don't stare at you, but at Him..


As the time goes by, he fade away,


and you stood in...








I already know you, you already know me,


But we started from here...


Send word by word...


Jokes and tease,


And share that silence fireworks..


Butterflies burst..








And secretly,


....your charm made me fall...








Since that time,


I often stole a glance, from afar, adrift in your smile..


I always wonder..


"Did you feel the same way as I did?


Though just a bit?"


But I'm hesitant to reveal it..








Then,


I tried to ignore,


All of the feel that just made me sore,


I don't want to waste my time any longer,


Because you're unreadable...


Too unpredictable..








And now,


After The Pin has come..


And the chance is gone,


I just watch from the safe place,


Adores your smile..


And still wonder,


"Did you feel the same way as I did?


Though just a bit?"


And seems that will be the question without the answer...




















P.s : *[Why do I love the rain? because I do love WATER... it's misterious and magical...


'Although I just can feel it.. and can't catch it in my hand...]*